Tell me mama

no-friends

 

Tell me mama!



 

So you couldn’t handle my flame,

running away from it, what a shame.

All those others bought you knowing your game.

Now I understand why you’re so jaded

leaving me behind and betrayed.



 

I know both sides of you light and dark,

when I look into your eyes all I seen was a

child’s deep sorrow with a spark.

The darkness was always conquered by love,

battling in the heavens from above.



 

Tell me mama, was our bond for real,

or was it not big of a deal.



 

Ohhh I’m not playing their old game,

I’m real those others you’ll find life cursed with no change.



 

What I do know, that this dark side,

Girl you do have a choice,

you need to stop listening to that old voice.



 

Tell me mama, was our bond for real,

or was it not big of a deal.



 

So I sing this song in remembrance of you Angel,

I have always been a straight shooter with you,

never have deceive you or force from another angle.

I am on a rebound, my life is on another path.

It’s bright and new from the darkness of the past.

Yours can be too.



 

Tell me mama, was our bond for real,

or was it not big of a deal.



 

Written, by Robert Christopher Mergupis © copyright 2015


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No spike & spoon can secure you!!!!

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Separated by lies, is it all just a disguise.
only fools part with their money.
I ain’t sorry any more, not me anyway honey.
I am not going to be playing the games,
just so you can kill yourself, banging more of that junk.
I want to make this perfectly clear, I understand
and love you still dear. For this reason.

Mama no spike and spoon can secure you,
it will only make you feel run down and blue.

I’ve learned not to play the game,
this man moves on walking away cool.
Not some boys way of acting like a desperate fool.
It not worthy of my time just another one of those bad signs.

You always chasing boys and fools,
as long as you keep on the hustle all these
boys know is that your nothing but their tool.
They will treat you as property with pay.
You can’t run from it will repeat every day.

Mama no spike and spoons can secure you,
it will only make you feel run down and blue.

I have always over look the dark side,
not no more for I know how this end will ride.
Love is not that confusing, it means stop helping
all the struggles and pain. This curse must be broken
in order to stop this dark cloud and rain.

Healing is all part of this journey, dealing
with it’s pits and catching as you fall.
Really not much as long you pull your part, for me at all.
Devotion is the seed of love,
in return you will find nothing else matters.
Without it sit back and watch your life crumble and shatter.

Mama no spike and spoons can secure you,
it will only make you feel run down and blue.

Written, by Robert Christopher Mergupis © copyright 2015

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Addiction’s Storms…..

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Last time I got a text message from Angel Face she was not doing so good. This is the only time I ever hear from her now. She text me calming that ” I am done with the trucker and that I needed help.” Well while she did text me she also claimed that, ” nobody cares for her, and only one guy can help her out for a couple days a week!”

Right off the bat this made me feel will were do I rate on her list of friends? Maybe she feels she has manipulated too much from me already or maybe not? Well one thing I do know for a fact about myself is that I do care and I don’t want to enable her addiction no more, and maybe just maybe this is why she is running out of people that she feels wont help her out any-more???

Here is to the day were she will see who here real friends are in this journey.

Peace towards yours :-)

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In recovery…….

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Remember this each day and every step one at a time :-)

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Understand not judge…….

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Steps in recovery…..

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Healing our addictions….

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In our journeys as addicts sooner or later we come to cross roads. I do believe this for I have lived it myself! My friend Angel Face has come to see that her life is cursed! And it is safe to say that this addiction has been controlling her life for a long time now. She text me and shared with me that this to be true and this is a sign of improvement, as long as she truly understands that it is up to her to start the healing process in her life, just like it is with any other addict!

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