Today I am mad, mad as hell, I hate addiction so bad and what really sucks about this is seeing people who you grow up with in life die before their time, one of my best friends is in the hospital back in West Palm Beach, Florida as I type this out. Seems from what his brother just told me on the phone he is not to pull it through! This blog has help me deal with these issues that I do not have control over others addiction and the people who it affects. Lots of pain and suffering!
I’m sitting here in, yes another McDonalds here in Whitesboro Texas, can’t seem to find a break from this epidemic not even during the holidays! And then my sister now I’m starting to have my doubts about, now don’t get me wrong I do know about this disease and relapse. It just seems she can’t even get a fair break, not even from my own family that because they are all messed up and won’t even be big enough to admit that to themselves!
I guess I vented enough, please sent your prayers up I can use all that I can get and please be safe out there!