The other day I wrote an article and the title was “Addiction and the Rock!” well in there was some of my personal experience with my friend Angel Face while she was in there. Also I mention, or started to mention what happen when she got out. This is what this one is all about.
After all the detoxifying she went through, when she was released her ex old man pick her up. You see he was an addict and controlled her in many ways. Her grandma even told me one day over the phone that, ” she was his meal ticket!” You see I got to know this young ladies family members due to the fact she trusted me while she was in jail. I was communicating with them for money for her canteen while she was lock up.
Now he did get her back on the pills so he could control her. I know a lot of people don’t understand this disease and don’t even believe it is one so they just can’t comprehend and this is sad because this belief is a big problem with this epidemic.
I am not going into any debates about this issue that can be done in the commit section if you wish. So he got her back on after she was clean and sober. This is because he needed his meal ticket! Instead of encouraging her towards her recovery he wanted her to believe the lie’s about addiction. This is what was controlling her and he needed this for his plan.
While I knew she was release, I finally ran into them out at the Pike. He came at me threatening me claiming I stole from this young lady while she was in jail! What a joke, you see he had to make up some kind of wild accusation so he could use me to help him to pimp her out! He wanted me to but her on Backpage as and escort, I told him no! He was furious and threaten me again, I knew his bark was worse then his bite, most cowards are.
So as I stop doing this for her, he started to bring her to the truckers out into the lots. They all have a name for them, “Lot Lizards!” Just this name tells me about how these men really are and how they use and exploit these young ladies that are on drugs.
I know this is all part of the journey and it is their battle but I just resent how these men are. Now I am not claiming here that all truckers are like this, but from my little experience most are! So her ex old man was having his way with her and using her as a tool so he can get his fix for his habit!
Now I will go on the record here, I did not like this man but I did not hate him either. Hate is a strong word, what I hate is this disease called addiction! This man was sick, you see he did one day approach me in McDoanlds and said; “Robert, you’re the only one out here that have brains.” Despite all the feelings I did respect that and sadly karma did catch up with him. My friend did break away from him which was God-sent for they use to be together all the time.
You see he was with someone who was his driver at the time went downtown Fort Pierce, Florida and they both got shot and killed! I believe this was a major turning point for my friend Angel Face, despite all the controlling he did towards her she still loved him. At this time she was off with this trucker that lured her into his truck with pills.
I never personally met this guy put heard him over her phone one night while I was visiting her. he was screaming and telling her that he knew how to push her buttons! Later on I tried to contact her because she was looking for me, he was rude and would not let me talk with her. Claim I was a leach and bad for her, which in reality she was always getting money from me without any strings attached!
So it has been almost a year that I have heard from her, I hear she now has a baby and still traveling in his truck? I do wish her the best and just the other night I did have a dream about her, will maybe it was more like a nightmare. She called me up, (which I will be there for her) and was crying and so was the baby in the background I could hear him laughing and calling her a whore!
You see when I did have that fight with him texting I told him that she was not a whore and to stop treating her as one. This is where this disease has control her and she has not yet validate herself better than what these men have convince her. This is one of the major reason why I have founded Angel Face Foundation! To help bring awareness about this epidemic and to bring help with families and friends.
These young ladies need positive people in their lives in order to give them a hand up! They don’t need to be treated like as property, being with these pimps and truckers. I will be laying out a mission to help bring aid for those who want true change in their lives. They don’t need to be riding around in trucks with children without getting the true care that they need. In recovery I would say it is pretty much impossible for any young lady that is an addict to be successful under these kind of conditions?
In recovery you need stability, a house and an environment that is less stressful without all the anxiety of the road! I do hope my nightmare don’t come true, but if it does I pray to God that I will be in a position to help and not to hurt in any way. Angel Face Foundation will be there for her and others in need.
All commits are welcome and inputs Peace and Gods Speed towards your journey 🙂