Today seems to be just another day in the cycle of this journey, not that it is bad nor good just in-between if you can understand. So I have not written in a few days so maybe this will jump-start it a bit?
I have heard rumors about my friend Angel Face, I was not happy to hear them for I get no pleasure hearing about her set backs and misfortunes! This is what help set my day off not so good with along some other news from my friend Longhair from out at the Pike!
I got a call from Longhair that she was going to have open heart surgery. I told her for the first time on the phone that I loved her and that my prayers were with her. Both of these young ladies have had it hard because they are addicts. They would always seem to help me when I was out at the Pike while sleeping under the stars.
This news has kinda gotten me down but at the same time I do understand it is their journey and battle. When you love someone you really don’t like to see or hear about their pains, I just pray that they learn and move on understanding that life is what you make it.
They have both moved on from the Pike, which is good for that place is not good for either one of them. I still have another friend out there called Granny, she try’s her best to let me know what is going on with my friend Angel Face, I told her last time that this really sucks that I have to use a third-party to here about her and that I did appreciate it but would rather talk to her face to face! That sometimes words and feelings can get mix up and that I really just don’t like putting her friendship on the line either.
I actually heard about the bad news from someone other than Granny! She only tells me things like that she said tell Robert I said high, and at the same time she claims she can’t talk to no one because the trucker that she is with is controlling her as if she was his property!
I told Granny that she will have other options in the future and to hold on. In fact she has them now if she would only open her eyes from the fog of her addiction. At the same time I also must understand why things happen for a reason and to just trust in myself and move forward.
Peace towards your journey 🙂